Don’t let anyone move your heart from Islam, no one has the right to change your relationship with The Almighty. Who are they to impact how you feel? How dare they.
God is above all human imperfection, if you make a mistake, repent, and repeat the mistake, don’t think God has forsaken you. Repent again. And again. And again. And again.
It was said to [The Prophet’s grandson] Al-Hassan: “Is not the servant [of God] ashamed of sinning and then repenting, and then sinning again and then again repenting?”
He [Al-Hassan] said: “Satan wants exactly that. Never stop making repentance.”
- Ibn Rajab, Jami’ Al-Ulum